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Tuesday, 8 January 2008
Mood:  sad

Angel Dawn Corbett

We were so excited to find out about you it was the end of Sept 2007 Daddy knew I was pregnant before I did and Insisted I take a test. Sure enough I was...Daddy was right ( don't tell him that cause it will go to his head )

Things seemed to have been good during the first 3 months, Daddy got the heartburn , the cravings and he was the one tired all the time...He even got sick too haha!!!

Going in to your 4th month I started to have pains and spotting, I went to the Dr. several times but he assured me everything was fine except my blood pressure was up a bit, so it was a good Idea that I gohome and just rest..The Dr. even wrote a note to your daddy and sibblings to take it easy on me for a bit and let me rest some.

At 4 and 1/2 months I got the worst news ever...Daddy used to take the stethescope and listen to your heart beat and would make you move to where ever his hand was ..Daddy was so proud. I had really sharp pains and I did not feel you move on December 20th,2007 so I went for a check up. I then found out you had no heart beat, it was crazy cause Daddy listened to it the night before along with some of our friends, and now your heart is not beating...I was devistated. Daddy and I had an argument so I was faced with this news alone, but when I left the hospital I called daddy and told him the news..Needless to say Daddy was very upset and cried most of the night.

The Doctors wanted to induce me on January 10th 2008 after the holidays. We agreed to it and just tried to keep positive for the other children. It was a hard holiday filled with so much pain and sorrow but at the same time filled with family and friends. Daddy and I made it through it because we had eachother.

On January 4th 2008 I had you...I was rushed to the hospital by ambulance at 12:20pm and at 2:39pm you arrived. You weighed 1 pound and 6.5 ounces. It only took 2 tiny pushes and you were here...I was so upset, I was asked if I wanted to hold you and I did for what seemed like only seconds. You had dark peach fuzz for hair and your skin was bluish purple. It did not matter because you were still our baby, you still looked beautiful.

I knew in my heart you were too beautiful to stay with us so god needed you. Coming home was rough, I seen little things we had already got for you all over the house, with daddy's help and strong arms to hold me I will make it one day at a time!!!

You'll alwys be the Angel that watches over daddy and I and keeps us safe...We love and miss you everyday Angel. Rest in peace !!!A Childs Prayer

Posted by byebyeangel at 11:58 PM EST
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